nEed sOme1....

assalamualaikum wbt.........

hye...lme da x updte blog ni kn..so mny stry yg bes2 da lpas..nk cter blik da mls nk taip..pe yg ak nk citerkan pd entry kli ni adlh brknaan i need sme1...sdihnye entry kli ni..huuuuu

skng ni ak sdg brada dlm kondisi yg xbrape chat..demam pas rye..da lbih krang 5 hr skit ak x baik2 ag ni..xtaw la weh..xde smngt..crius..i need sme1 tok bg smngt kt ak..sme1??spe erk..ak ad fmyly yg bhgiakn ak...ak jgak de kwn2 yg ceria2 sll..n ak ade bf jgak..tp np still rse ksong??ksong bak kate najwa latif kan..kosong..kosong..kosong...

why n y n y????...pe lg yg ak prlukan erk..i dnt knw..pd spe lg ak bleh ngadu klo bkn pd NYA..kn??..ye ble ak mngadu pd NYA..ak rse tenang...rse slmt...ak sntse ykin pd NYA...

aduhaii...cinta. ak da brcnta nk dkat 3 taon..cinta ngn bf ak lerr..nk kata jap ke lme ekk tme tu??...kdg2 ble cnte lme2 ni..mcm2 leh brlaku kn..tu yg tkot brcnta lme2..papepon skg sntse brsrah pd tkdir yg mnntukan sgle2nyerr..mcm mne nk hngatkn blik cnta tu erk.mcm mle2 brcnte..mmg trase indh jerk..xde gdoh2..xde hal la lbih krang..tp ble cnte lme2 nih..ak sdri yg tkot...tkot weh..bkn xtkot..

bkn nk kte cnte ak kt dy da kurang..cnte ak sntse brtmbah..cme dlm hub tu kdg2 ase laenla..mybe prasaan ak kot..ak ykin dy kt sne..walaupon jaoh2 ak cye kt dy..xpnh terpk yg dy akn wat pe yg ak xske..tp..kte ni mnusie bse kan..mst ade slh n clap..so ak trpkse sntse brjge2..

tbe2 rse sebak..td tgh dy kol..dy gtaw dy nk p msuk htan 2 3 hri ni..so mstla xdpt cntct ak..tbe2 jgak la rse nk mnitis air mte ni...sdey weh..spe xsdeh..lg2 plak hjung mnggu ni ak lonely..sgt2 lnely..ase nk blik kg jer..tp pnt blik rye pon xhlang lg..so trpkse pndamkn je la hsrat tu..

ak ni kememeh kan..come on la frahin..jgnla tacing sgt..jgn lmbik sgt..sng je kua kn air mte ni..mmbzir je kn..tp nk wat cmne..tu la nurfarahin...mmg hti sgt lmbut smpi air mte mnitis pon sng jerk..cam mrah je air mte ak kn..huhu...no no no..ak kna mhlkn hrge air mte ak ni..hehe..

ble ak sunyi...ak rse nk nges..rse nk share smthing..dlu ak sll kol besfren ak..ktorg tkar2 citer..tp sjak2 da bsar ni..laen da..cntct ngn besfren pon kdg2 2 3 bln skli..msing2 ade kmitmen kn..tu yg rse sunyi sgt..nk citer kat spe lg kn..bes fren ak tu mmhami..tu yg ak ske share mslh ngn dy,..skng da laen..besfren ak tu pon da nk kwen...huuu..sdeynyer..dlu kmi prnh jnji nk kwen sme2 t..nk naek stu plamin ngn dy..tp nmpknye mmg xdela..dy la naek plmin dlu..ak??hurm....blom smpi seru ag..so sba je la kn...

jom cter pasal besfren ak plak k..huhu..nme dy fatin farzana...dlu ak kwn ngn dy stat f1 smpila skng kmi msih besfren..kmi mmg xpnh brgadoh..dlu kt mne ade dy mst ade ak..st skola la knl kmi..smpikn ckgu2, kwn2 pon ckp yg mke ktorg ni da serupa..huhu..tp sbnanye dy cntik lg la..ble da slalu mstla nmpk lbih krang je kan..hehe...

mmg sronok kwn ngn dy..dy mtang cket drpd ak..dy sorg yg agk serius n grang..n ak plak mnje2 n sll ceriakn dy..kmi sling perlu la lbih krang..nk taw lg x??hehe..mstla nk kn..ermmm..dlu klo psl bf..kmi ni nk kta kngsi bf tu xderla..tp kbnyakan llki mmg ske try ktorg (isu prasaan)..mslhnye ak ngn dy tu..haih.klo sorg mamat tu xdpt try ak..pastu mst try dy plak..begitulah sebaliknyer..kuajaq kn llki cmtu..tp pape pon kmi xpnh gdoh pon psl llaki tu..stkat psl laki.eleh kmi xheran pon..haha..n nk taw x, pnh ade sowg mmat tu pnh ckp kmi ni less..do u know apa itu less??ASTAGFIRULLAHALAZIIMM..yg ckp mcm tu kes sbb nk try kmi xdpt la..tu yg wat ftnah..kuajaq snguh kan..ish3...

geli plak ble cte psl llki..hahha..papepon skng ak da ade yg steady..xde hti da nk cri laki2 ni..dlu tyme skola blehla kn gedik2..la ni..oops!brani gedikla klo nk mkn pnerajang dr org mlake..haha..ok.stop here bout jejans...

blik pd tjuk entry ak plak..(eh mcm wat ayt skema plak)..i need sme1..yeah..rndukan besfren ak..rndukn geng tyme sklah dlu..rse nk dyorg ade dpn mte ak skng jgk! eceh.brpjakla pd bumi yg nyata farahin....kn kn..

ok la...ckup kt cnie..ak rse lega cket pas luahkn kt sni..krang cket beban dlm dada ni..dlm palotak...skng fkus ak adlh keje.bnyk kje nk kna wat b4 abes stdy..ak kna tmpuh dlu sume ni..ok.stop here..brtemu kmbali..tata..assalamualaikum....