..............rndu mak sye..............

slam...slmt pagi...tjuk entry sy pd hri ni adlh rndu mak! ye rndu kt mak sgt2! tbe2 rndu ni mkin mnggila apbila tbe2 tringtkn mak yg trlalu st mrsaukn keadaan dri sy d cnie..ni nk cter ni..hehe..erm klo sblom ni kn, mak akn kol 2 o 3 hri skli..tp skng ni..tiap2 hri..kdg2 pg o ptg o mlm mak akn kol..tu yg trhru sgt sbb mak mmg sgt3 rsaukn keadaan d cnie..mak sntse akn tnye sye da mkn nsik ke, mkn ubt dah o wat eva lg la...hurm..mak jgnla rsau ye..sy kt cnie ok jerk..pndaila owg jge dri..INSYAALLAH xkn ade pape yg brlaku...owg slmt.....erm nk cte cket lah..oh tdak2 mak xbg cterr..haha gediks,.mak sntse soh wat slt hjat spy cpt smbuh.ble mak taw sy skit, mak tros jd rsau sgt2.cti yg lpas tu kan, mak x tdo mlm la.sntse jenguk sy kt blik.even da pkul stu pg pon..hmm..mak sll tdo awal.tp pas taw kjadian yg mnmpa driku ini, mak jd rsau sgt..sat2 bkak pntu blik tgk sy watpe.then dy sndr yg akn bg sy mkn ubt stiap mse..mcm sy ni bby jerk.hehe..trhru sgt ngn mak..wjah krsauan sgt trpncr dr mke mak...sy kna la hepy2 xmau  mak rsau ble tgl mke sy sdih kn..mak sll tyne sy, skit x..klo skit bgtaw mak.kdg2 ble ase skit tu , xnk bgtaw mak sbb mst nt dy rsau sgt2..sy xnk mrsaukn dy sbb nt dy mst sntse pk kn mslh sy tu n dy pon xkn llu mkn plk t..sye xnk mk plak yg skit..syg mak! ble skit, sy akn diam jerk tnung mke mak.nk bgtaw ke x erk..tp klo stkt skit tu bse jerk sy diamkn dri jerk.prnh st ary tu smpi sy ase nk pngsan bru bgtaw mak..tu pon sy gaghkn dri jgak ke luar..dok dlm blik mnhan skit jer pon xgne..trpkse jgak bgtaw mak.tyme tu tgk mke mak mmg rsau sgt2..sian mak..mak yg nk nges..sdeynyerr..erm...pling trharu, tyme blek p brubt, mak ckp kt dlm kete "naluri ibu mmg btol2.naluri ibu yg mnybbkn mak mnggila sgt2 nk p bwk adek brubt..xtaw npe tbe2 nk sgt jmpe ngn owg tu, bwk adek.."..aduhaii mak trhrunyerr dgr...rse nk mleleh air mte dpan mk jgak..tp xsnggup..ble tgk mke ayh pon tbe2 rsau..ayh jrg nk mnjukkn dy rsau ke pe.sll ayh nk wat lwak jer..tp ble ayh pon trut rsau ngn keadaan sye, tgk mke mak ayh, lg brtmbh rsau..mak, ayh..owg xde pape..owg chat jerk..jgn rsau, xde pnykit yg krtkal..mak, ayh jgn rsau sgt k.....ble tringtkn mak ayh ni, bleh mnitis air mte.tp ckupla..watpe nk bzirkn air mte..smpn elok2 jer..da ckup bnyk air mte ni kuar..suda2 la tu kn.. k la..ckup smpi dcine shj k...ye.sy syg mak sye!!sy syg ayh sye!!sy rnd mreka brdua!!mak, ayh, sntse doakan kslmtn dn kshtn sy ok dcini yer!k salam..